So, I’ve been thinking new thoughts lately.Thoughts of putting this town the my heels, and going some where else. Not that I don’t love Baltimore, but, lets be honest, this town hasn’t done me much good. I might as well be 18. Not almost 27. This town is a time warp trap thingy for me. I need to get out and away.
I think I’m just looking for a reason to stay. This city is riddles with my own personal heart aches, and, yeah, I’ve just recently made some awesome friends, but…I dunno. I’m just tired of Baltimore. The town I love more than any other feels like it draggin’ me down. ANd not to say that the friend’s I have known for longer aren’t amazing and lovely…it’s just…
I’m thinking, do I like pull a Gideon and throw down a fleece? Like, “Ok, God, you want me to stay in Baltimore?? Oh yeah?? WELL, GIMME A REASON!” (note that this is the part of the story that I get struck by lightening… )
I mean, a friend of mine just said “You can do daycare in Florida as well as you can do it in Maryland…” And she has a point. I just need a point to my life. College was NOT cutting it!
Maybe I’ll run away to Haiti and take care of orphans, or go to Europe and become a wandering poet.